"You're my something,
You're my everything,
You're the one who makes me feel alive
You end my suffering,
You end my misery,
You're the one who makes me feel alive
You can run, you can run, you can run away,
But I would find you,
and convince you to stay,
You're the one who can warm me up again,
I swear I'll let you in."
I know we expected more than this. I know we've been waiting for today, the day we turn to be 7 months old. But I know we had a bad day. You can see, we didn't really talk, we got into fight, we swore, we mocked each other.
But my feelings never change,
And you can call me everything you want,
But don't ever say those two words. Two strong words that drive me down,
Hate and break up.
You know how much you mean the world to me. You definitely know. And I've told you thousand times, but why can't you understand? You were the one who hated it a lot when I said, "I hate you," and "So what do you want now? A break up? Then go for it." But I have no idea how time can change you THAT fast. I really don't. Now you're the one who keeps on saying those strong words. YOU'RE THE ONE.
You happen to be the one who stops me from crying, yet the one who makes me cry.
I don't hate you for it. I never hate you. I never have, I never do, I never will. I promise you that. But please, promise me a thing. Think twice before typing or saying something. Because what you've typed, what you've said, those words hurt me a lot.
Yet,
I am speechless now.
I thought today would be another good day for us,
but in fact, it was not and it wouldn't be.
