Do I really screw people's life?
They tell me that that's the hardest question I've ever asked them. Is it really that hard? I only need them to answer 'yes' or 'no'. But they don't seem to understand what I'm trying to ask them. I don't ask for their opinions, critiques, comments, or should I say, 'I only need your yes, or your no.'
I may seem happy from the outside, but they just don't see the tears and sadness in me. The tears and sadness that I've been hiding. No, I'm neither starting to be an introvert that kinda girl, nor starting to keep the shits myself, I still do a sharing. I'm still me.
Dear, Mr. Somebody.
I don't know if I still have to trust you or not, since you've hurt me. You know you were meant something special to me, but then you hurt me just like that. You were nearly meant the world to me. You told me you adored me, but you said goodbye too fast, and as simple as blinking your pretty eyes. You started to message me back, you said sorry and other shits. But should I?
Please, if you understand about a girl's feeling, just don't be a heartbreaker, anymore. I'm begging you.
Labels: desperation, love