you know, i thought it would never happen again. but it happened, last night.
i completely have no idea what was wrong, or what has been wrong with you. we were alright. we were, we really were. you promised me you wouldn't do such thing, but you did it again anyways. don't hang me up here.. don't, it's killing me.
you know i love you with all my heart. and you tell me back that you feel the same way. then last night, you told me you just didn't feel the rush anymore, but you still felt the loving feeling. so what's the problem now? please, don't drive me nuts and insane, i'm already a nutfuck.
i believe in you. think wisely. i'm giving you time to think. and i promise, i'm gonna let you to have it your way now. so if you're going away from my life now... then i guess it's time for me to start learning how to let you go without burdens.
if it comes to an end...
and if you happen to read this,
i just want to tell you thanks for all you've done to me. it's been a pleasure to know you, and to be a part of your life. i'm happy to know, to have, and to be yours.
but i know, when there's a hello, there ought to be a goodbye.
last, it's gonna take me a really long time to move on.
hey, i love you with all my heart, remember?
i love you, m.