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HEY WHORES
I am deeply in love with Michael Chrisani, who's also known as my only one yellow alien(:You're my something, you are my everything. You're the one that makes me feel alive. You end my suffering, you end my misery. You're the one that makes me feel alive. You can run, you can run, you can runaway, I would find you and convince you to stay. You're the one who, who can warm me up again, I swear to let you in. |
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hello, goodbye - Friday, June 12, 2009 @ 9:41 PM
![]() Another random picture of me and Ernielly Leo :) People think we're twins, but well, we're not. But we do agree if they say we look alike, we're just identical. Teehee. Anyway, I love you nel :D But I do love chocolate cupcakes more, mweh I'm kidding! Well.. enough for the soft opening. I've been feeling sad lately. Well, I'm not really sad but, I just can't help the feeling of missing someone. I've been missing people easily. Like, even though I talk to the kids everyday, but there's still something weird in me. Anyways.. for someone that's in my heart, I love you. But I know that I won't be able to own you. Labels: mood + feeling |
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pictures of the day [?] - Friday, June 5, 2009 @ 11:03 PM
Haaa, I'm in love with Photoshop CS2, hahaa. I dunno why. I've been into editing pictures to lomo-like these days. Well, here it goes my masterpieces ;D
Wanna see more? Clicko! Tiffyheroine on DeviantArt. this ain't perfect, I know. But anyway, at least I've tried my best ;) and ohhh, the pics are all original. No fakes :) ![]() ![]() ![]() Labels: photography |
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my non eccentric weekend - @ 10:40 PM
![]() D'ohhhh, it's only been two days since the short journey but I've missed the time quite terribly. The sweet moments, the kids, and the time we spent together :x shoot something is definitely wrong with me, I miss people easily. Mweeeeh.. And now I'm dumped here. Well, I'm not really dumped, I'm just doomed here, at home, doing nothing, I'm only watching my sister's laptop's monitor, writing this junk, and texting with mimi. Naww.. I wish time could go faster. I'd rather go to my gran's place now, than sit all alone here. I'm wondering something.. Why do they call me an emo? I mean like, I'm not that introvert kinda person, I'm more to extrovert, I socialize with people a lot. I get along with random people - or call them stranger, easily. I don't really cry easily. Well, yes, I'm pretty fragile, but I don't do cutting. How weird.. Anyways, I'm sorry for this random topic, yeah? I just didn't know what to do, and writing this junk seemed pretty interesting to me, tehehe. I miss my brother so bad.. Nawww.. he's been away to Palembang since four days ago.. No his screaming voices.. no his tricks and pranks.. How much I miss him. Urgh you dumb ass, why should I miss a piece of junk like you :x Well I'm kidding. But I miss you, moron. Go home as soon as possible.. *Hugssss Labels: boredom, friends, mood + feeling, weekend |
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should not have liked that kid - @ 8:31 AM
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Ahemm.. here it goes this bizarre question, well, it's not really bizarre, awkward, or let's say dumb and stupid but, Have you ever liked someone, but you know that you should not like your crush? Well, I have, but I don't even know why do I like him. I just like his personality. The way he talks to me, the way he acts, he doesn't pretend to be someone else. He has shown me a lot of new things, new point of views, and stuffs. Anyway, just don't ask me who is the guy, or why do I like him, because the answer will always be, d'oh, I don't know, okay? He told me he liked me back, but we knew that we should not have liked each other. Well, that's right. Liking or loving someone doesn't mean we have to own him or her. That saying is quite right, it fits me. We know we should not own each other, we're best friends, we're best mates, best mates stick forever. But lovers? Lovers just don't stick forever, well, some do, only if they are lucky. Probably, We just don't want to lose each other, that's why we shouldn't own each other. Well.. if you know you're the one, here I'm going to tell you. I like you as my crush, but I'm just gonna love you as my best friend. Because I just don't want to lose you, and for some reason, I just know we shouldn't own each other. Let's just not leave each other, yea? ![]() Because you're so goddamn precious.
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my short but sweet little journey, puncak. - Thursday, June 4, 2009 @ 10:51 PM
Those who were going, sure know what does this quote mean :D
Mimi: You're witty. There were five of us, me, Saras, Enel, Clara and Mimi. Plus my mom, so it was six. But just don't count my mom, so make it five. ![]() We had lotsa fun. Well, here it goes the journey. I'm just gonna make it fast and short, since there is a lot to tell and write. And I'm not sure if this post fits on a page. Day one Saras called me at 8.30 am, and the ring tone sure woke me up. I didn't answer the phone, since when I was about to answer the phone, she hung up. She texted me, she said that she was already on her way to my home. Wtf it was only 8.30 am and she was already on her way? She told me she would be on her way around 9.30 am the day before! I still had not taken a shower when she arrived. Well, then she asked me to take a shower. Mimi came up when I was taking shower. I heard them laughing at my pictures when I was a loser-kid, haha. The third who came up was Clara, with her laughable outfit. Everyone was pretty much shocked looking at her outfit, no offense. Everyone gasped. Foshoo. Enel was the latest. Lucky we didn't leave her away, hahaha. We still had to wait for my mom, she hadn't even taken a shower and packed her things when we were already ready. We waited for her for around 45 mins something, I guess? Then we took off at 12 pm. We had some snacks at Cimory. Didn't really it, I was using my goddamn retainer and it hurt a lot. So I ended up with watching them having their snacks, ha. We arrived at the villa at 3 pm something. We cleaned up the room, we decided to sleep together with mom. Haha I was like, 'Mom you sure you're gonna sleep with us? I'm not sure if we're gonna sleep early, btw.' And she just nodded. Without incredulity that kinda feeling. Then we went to Sudi Mampir, wasted our free time there, played capsa, cangkul, setan, and another playing cards stupid games. It was fun playing cards together. Enel got to be the ghost for two times! :3 weehee. We had dinner at somewhere I forgot the name of the place, and before we went home, we had to wait for my mom going to the supermarket, buying some food and snacks, and we laughed a lot in the car at something nonsense.
Yep, we could feel the car moving and shaking. Ha. We went home. Arrived at 8 pm. We took a shower, went down, watched Norbit but didn't finish it at all. We went upstairs, talked and shared our things up, ended up with laughing and mom yelling and asking us to turn our volume down. We took pictures, and wait, I'm just gonna upload them here, okay. what the heck is he doing? ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Anyway sorry for the bad quality, yea? Because they were taken by phone's camera. But they're not too bad-looking, are they? Well, I still have lotsa another pictures. They're just coming up. We kept on talking until 3 am. Mom was already asleep. She didn't feel uncomfy at all, teehee! Clara slept the first, Enel and Saras were the next ones, and Mike and me were the latest. We didn't want to disturb the others who were already sleeping, so we continued the conversation by texting. Kinda dumb, I know, but we had not felt any sleepy, so, you know :D Day two We woke up at 8 am something, had breakfast: toast and a glass of milk. Went to the tea garden, rode on horses. Clara was really, really afraid of riding her horse. Her 'Angel'. So she was on the back. She always asked the rider of the horse to keep an eye on her and the horse. Hahaha. And oh, she always screamed too. We calmed her down. She didn't really talk to us, since she was pretty much afraid. Well, we had fun and we enjoyed riding on the horses :) It was fun. I rode on Grace, a black-dark-brownish horse which came from Australia. The rider said her dad was a France horse, and she was only five years old, but SHE WAS GODDAMN HUUUUGE! :D They knew I wanted to fly kites and stuffs, so they bought three kites, and bubbles. We had lunch, we had something traditional food to eat, and shoot, once again, I forgot what the name of the restaurant. Urgh, I hate this short-term-memory-syndrome :( mweeeh, but I promise I'll tell you here if I've remembered what the name is, okay? Just don't forget to remind me :) Then we went to ride on the parachutes. I didn't go for it, I had to accompany my mom. She was alone. She didn't want to ride on the parachute as well, no, it doesn't mean she was afraid of riding it or what, she had already ridden on the parachutes, but she just didn't have any cash left. Hahaha. I wasn't afraid either, I had already ridden on it too. The guys had lotsa fun. Well, the pictures are still on my camera, and I haven't synced them to my pc, so the pics are coming up, okay? :D We went home. But too bad the rain fell down :( so we could not fly any kites. Clara went home, too bad. She had to go home because she had this kind of primary school reunion and she had to come. So yeaaa, mweeeh. It wasn't that fun without her, since we didn't have anyone left to be bullied. Hahaha, no offense, again! Since we still had Mimi. The fog was really thick. We couldn't see anything clearly. The garden was full of fog, and it was pretty cold. We played the bubbles things, we danced, and we acted like Samwell. Mom asked us to move inside, since it was no good for us to be outside, it was raining and there was this fog, right, so she was afraid of us getting sick. We went upstairs, we sat down, we shared, and some of us ended up with crying. I'm not going to tell who did cry. We had dinner -> nasi uduk with traditional fried chicken. I was still hungry, since I didn't really have my lunch. I didn't eat much. I drank two glasses of milk. Teehee :3 Then we played monopoly. Hahaha mimi and saras got this stupid new nickname for Enel, jamet (janda medit). Well I'm not really sure about what the meaning was, but I'm pretty sure if the new nickname was kind of harsh. Hahaha. Enel was the richest girl, Saras was the poorest, me and mimi affiliated each other. I was the banker, but they said I wasn't a good banker, since I was too busy with my playing. I tried my best to win the game, since I had always won on playing Monopoly. But I guess I didn't win the game, haha. I lost my money. I had debts. Whatever. We were bored, so we ended up with playing domino. Enel and Saras won the most. Ftw, they didn't even know how to play domino at firs t, me and Mimi lost the games a lot! :( We went upstairs. We weren't really sleepy but mom asked us to sleep earlier, since we were going to fly the kites on the next day. Enel and Saras were the first ones to sleep. Just like usual, Mimi and me couldn't sleep. We texted, we whispered to each other, we laughed quietly, and we did random stupid things. We finally slept at 3.30 am, I wasn't sleepy at all, so I was the latest to sleep, again. Day three Mimi's mobile fell down the next morning, the accident woke us up. I didn't really wake up, I was too sleepy. I thought it was my mobile which fell down. Then we woke up, brushed our teeth, washed our faces, flew the kites, and had breakfast. It was hard to fly the kites, somehow. I actually had flown the kite really high, but then I asked mimi to overtake to fly the kite but he lost it. So the kite flew away. Well, the kite was Enel's. Saras fell down because of running too much, so we stopped, and we had to salve her wound. Mimi tried to fly the two other kites, but then he got them broken. We were going home that day. We then took showers, had snacks and glasses of milk, packed our things, and took off. We had lunch at somewhere I forgot (d'oh). It was raining, heavily. Then we went home.. we sure would miss our little journey.. Puncak.. we're going to miss you. ![]() |
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it's time to open your eyes and start seeing around - Monday, June 1, 2009 @ 8:37 AM
![]() Time to tell me the truth To burden your mouth for what you say No pieces of paper in the way Cause i cant continue pretending to choose The opposite sides on which we fall The loving you laters if at all No right minds could wrong be this many times Leave unsaid unspoken Eyes wide shut unopened You and me Always between the lines Between the lines La - la - la.. Do you still remember the saying I told you, 'I loved you once, I love you still, I always have, I always will'? Dear Mr. Somebody, I'm just telling you, the saying will be everlasting and won't fade away. My feeling's still the same, I keep changing, to be a better person, but my feeling to you just never changes. I have no idea why, so just don't ask me why. You seriously meant the world to me. Laugh all you want, but this is not a joke. I never kid about love-thing. But you disappeared all of a sudden, you said goodbye, you told me you felt like shit because of our feelings. I knew it would be difficult for us, but you didn't need to say goodbye, did you? Now that you've come back, you tell me you're really sorry because of the things that have stricken us. Just to tell, I've accepted the apology you offered me.
This conversation is real. It's neither my imagination nor my own story. Once again, it's no fake, it's real. It really happened. How much I missed our old conversations. I'm glad I can talk to you again, now. I'm glad we can start another sweet conversations. Though you aren't here, I just can't help this feeling. I miss you. I need you. I want you. I love you. I mean it a lot. Labels: desperation, love |
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welcoming saras :D - @ 5:30 AM
Another day to spend my weeks off. I got to meet my long-lost best friends, Saras, Yudi, and Aylin. The whole TISSUE WC were supposed to join in, but some of them just didn't show their noses for some reasons.
I arrived at GrandIndonesia at 12 pm something, I directly headed to Forever21, the place Saras wanted to meet at. Didn't take me a very long time to go there, and there we met! Hugged her so tight, as if I didn't want to let her go. *Dang, haha sorry if it sounds creepy? I don't mean to be a lesbian, okay, we're just friends and she's my best friend.* It'd been a while since we last met. I missed her too bad. I've never had a best friend who lives faraway from me. Tbh, I have, but they're just not as close as her to me. She told me that Aylin was in Forever21 too, but we didn't find her on the second floor, so we went downstairs and found her there, looking at some clothes. There we hugged again! Jesus we, hugged a lot today <3 and I just loved the way we hugged each other, teehee. Aylin and Saras were craving for food, well I was, too, but not as much as they were. We had lunch at SushiGroove, I didn't eat a lot though, I had not felt like eating since two days ago, dunno why. Saras tried to call Yudi, just to make sure where he was in. We had a long-dumb-incredible-nonsense conversation to be exact, he didn't answer our questions well!
We hung the phone up with madness and dejection. We remembered we hadn't finished the meal so we continued eating the meal. After few minutes, Yudi miscalled me, but I didn't know if he was calling me. There he appeared, and I have no idea why we were laughing at him. We just laughed at the way he walked on and the way he acted so gayish ;D Then he started to stare at us with his flurry eyes as if he was saying, 'Whatchu laughing attt, beetch.' After the meal, we headed to Blitz, we were actually planning on watching either Angels And Demons or Night At The Museum, but the plan ended up with us watching My Bloody Valentine 3D. I actually had watched the dvd, but I was just curious how would the 3D be. We enjoyed the movie a lot. We found it a bit spooky at first, but then we started to laugh at how did the murder kill the victims and stuffs. I did think that Yudi had this weak heart since he always screamed when there was this screamy sound played. His screamy voice sure made us scream as well. The movie lasted for around one and a half hours. After the movie, we went to the Food Louver, had some meal to fulfil our nearly-hungry-stomaches. I had a spoon of Aylin's noodle, and that was all. Haha Aylin and Yudi were such a temporary couple, they sat next to each other, and they had the same meal, and they wore black tees and glasses awhh how sweet. OHHHH bytheway, we took lotsa pictures. Gonna upload it as soon as if I've got the pictures tagged by Aylin. Haha anyway, I love today. Thanks for today, kay? Labels: friends |
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hello, goodbye - Friday, June 12, 2009 @ 9:41 PM
![]() Another random picture of me and Ernielly Leo :) People think we're twins, but well, we're not. But we do agree if they say we look alike, we're just identical. Teehee. Anyway, I love you nel :D But I do love chocolate cupcakes more, mweh I'm kidding! Well.. enough for the soft opening. I've been feeling sad lately. Well, I'm not really sad but, I just can't help the feeling of missing someone. I've been missing people easily. Like, even though I talk to the kids everyday, but there's still something weird in me. Anyways.. for someone that's in my heart, I love you. But I know that I won't be able to own you. Labels: mood + feeling |
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pictures of the day [?] - Friday, June 5, 2009 @ 11:03 PM
Haaa, I'm in love with Photoshop CS2, hahaa. I dunno why. I've been into editing pictures to lomo-like these days. Well, here it goes my masterpieces ;D
Wanna see more? Clicko! Tiffyheroine on DeviantArt. this ain't perfect, I know. But anyway, at least I've tried my best ;) and ohhh, the pics are all original. No fakes :) ![]() ![]() ![]() Labels: photography |
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my non eccentric weekend - @ 10:40 PM
![]() D'ohhhh, it's only been two days since the short journey but I've missed the time quite terribly. The sweet moments, the kids, and the time we spent together :x shoot something is definitely wrong with me, I miss people easily. Mweeeeh.. And now I'm dumped here. Well, I'm not really dumped, I'm just doomed here, at home, doing nothing, I'm only watching my sister's laptop's monitor, writing this junk, and texting with mimi. Naww.. I wish time could go faster. I'd rather go to my gran's place now, than sit all alone here. I'm wondering something.. Why do they call me an emo? I mean like, I'm not that introvert kinda person, I'm more to extrovert, I socialize with people a lot. I get along with random people - or call them stranger, easily. I don't really cry easily. Well, yes, I'm pretty fragile, but I don't do cutting. How weird.. Anyways, I'm sorry for this random topic, yeah? I just didn't know what to do, and writing this junk seemed pretty interesting to me, tehehe. I miss my brother so bad.. Nawww.. he's been away to Palembang since four days ago.. No his screaming voices.. no his tricks and pranks.. How much I miss him. Urgh you dumb ass, why should I miss a piece of junk like you :x Well I'm kidding. But I miss you, moron. Go home as soon as possible.. *Hugssss Labels: boredom, friends, mood + feeling, weekend |
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should not have liked that kid - @ 8:31 AM
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Ahemm.. here it goes this bizarre question, well, it's not really bizarre, awkward, or let's say dumb and stupid but, Have you ever liked someone, but you know that you should not like your crush? Well, I have, but I don't even know why do I like him. I just like his personality. The way he talks to me, the way he acts, he doesn't pretend to be someone else. He has shown me a lot of new things, new point of views, and stuffs. Anyway, just don't ask me who is the guy, or why do I like him, because the answer will always be, d'oh, I don't know, okay? He told me he liked me back, but we knew that we should not have liked each other. Well, that's right. Liking or loving someone doesn't mean we have to own him or her. That saying is quite right, it fits me. We know we should not own each other, we're best friends, we're best mates, best mates stick forever. But lovers? Lovers just don't stick forever, well, some do, only if they are lucky. Probably, We just don't want to lose each other, that's why we shouldn't own each other. Well.. if you know you're the one, here I'm going to tell you. I like you as my crush, but I'm just gonna love you as my best friend. Because I just don't want to lose you, and for some reason, I just know we shouldn't own each other. Let's just not leave each other, yea? ![]() Because you're so goddamn precious.
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my short but sweet little journey, puncak. - Thursday, June 4, 2009 @ 10:51 PM
Those who were going, sure know what does this quote mean :D
Mimi: You're witty. There were five of us, me, Saras, Enel, Clara and Mimi. Plus my mom, so it was six. But just don't count my mom, so make it five. ![]() We had lotsa fun. Well, here it goes the journey. I'm just gonna make it fast and short, since there is a lot to tell and write. And I'm not sure if this post fits on a page. Day one Saras called me at 8.30 am, and the ring tone sure woke me up. I didn't answer the phone, since when I was about to answer the phone, she hung up. She texted me, she said that she was already on her way to my home. Wtf it was only 8.30 am and she was already on her way? She told me she would be on her way around 9.30 am the day before! I still had not taken a shower when she arrived. Well, then she asked me to take a shower. Mimi came up when I was taking shower. I heard them laughing at my pictures when I was a loser-kid, haha. The third who came up was Clara, with her laughable outfit. Everyone was pretty much shocked looking at her outfit, no offense. Everyone gasped. Foshoo. Enel was the latest. Lucky we didn't leave her away, hahaha. We still had to wait for my mom, she hadn't even taken a shower and packed her things when we were already ready. We waited for her for around 45 mins something, I guess? Then we took off at 12 pm. We had some snacks at Cimory. Didn't really it, I was using my goddamn retainer and it hurt a lot. So I ended up with watching them having their snacks, ha. We arrived at the villa at 3 pm something. We cleaned up the room, we decided to sleep together with mom. Haha I was like, 'Mom you sure you're gonna sleep with us? I'm not sure if we're gonna sleep early, btw.' And she just nodded. Without incredulity that kinda feeling. Then we went to Sudi Mampir, wasted our free time there, played capsa, cangkul, setan, and another playing cards stupid games. It was fun playing cards together. Enel got to be the ghost for two times! :3 weehee. We had dinner at somewhere I forgot the name of the place, and before we went home, we had to wait for my mom going to the supermarket, buying some food and snacks, and we laughed a lot in the car at something nonsense.
Yep, we could feel the car moving and shaking. Ha. We went home. Arrived at 8 pm. We took a shower, went down, watched Norbit but didn't finish it at all. We went upstairs, talked and shared our things up, ended up with laughing and mom yelling and asking us to turn our volume down. We took pictures, and wait, I'm just gonna upload them here, okay. what the heck is he doing? ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Anyway sorry for the bad quality, yea? Because they were taken by phone's camera. But they're not too bad-looking, are they? Well, I still have lotsa another pictures. They're just coming up. We kept on talking until 3 am. Mom was already asleep. She didn't feel uncomfy at all, teehee! Clara slept the first, Enel and Saras were the next ones, and Mike and me were the latest. We didn't want to disturb the others who were already sleeping, so we continued the conversation by texting. Kinda dumb, I know, but we had not felt any sleepy, so, you know :D Day two We woke up at 8 am something, had breakfast: toast and a glass of milk. Went to the tea garden, rode on horses. Clara was really, really afraid of riding her horse. Her 'Angel'. So she was on the back. She always asked the rider of the horse to keep an eye on her and the horse. Hahaha. And oh, she always screamed too. We calmed her down. She didn't really talk to us, since she was pretty much afraid. Well, we had fun and we enjoyed riding on the horses :) It was fun. I rode on Grace, a black-dark-brownish horse which came from Australia. The rider said her dad was a France horse, and she was only five years old, but SHE WAS GODDAMN HUUUUGE! :D They knew I wanted to fly kites and stuffs, so they bought three kites, and bubbles. We had lunch, we had something traditional food to eat, and shoot, once again, I forgot what the name of the restaurant. Urgh, I hate this short-term-memory-syndrome :( mweeeh, but I promise I'll tell you here if I've remembered what the name is, okay? Just don't forget to remind me :) Then we went to ride on the parachutes. I didn't go for it, I had to accompany my mom. She was alone. She didn't want to ride on the parachute as well, no, it doesn't mean she was afraid of riding it or what, she had already ridden on the parachutes, but she just didn't have any cash left. Hahaha. I wasn't afraid either, I had already ridden on it too. The guys had lotsa fun. Well, the pictures are still on my camera, and I haven't synced them to my pc, so the pics are coming up, okay? :D We went home. But too bad the rain fell down :( so we could not fly any kites. Clara went home, too bad. She had to go home because she had this kind of primary school reunion and she had to come. So yeaaa, mweeeh. It wasn't that fun without her, since we didn't have anyone left to be bullied. Hahaha, no offense, again! Since we still had Mimi. The fog was really thick. We couldn't see anything clearly. The garden was full of fog, and it was pretty cold. We played the bubbles things, we danced, and we acted like Samwell. Mom asked us to move inside, since it was no good for us to be outside, it was raining and there was this fog, right, so she was afraid of us getting sick. We went upstairs, we sat down, we shared, and some of us ended up with crying. I'm not going to tell who did cry. We had dinner -> nasi uduk with traditional fried chicken. I was still hungry, since I didn't really have my lunch. I didn't eat much. I drank two glasses of milk. Teehee :3 Then we played monopoly. Hahaha mimi and saras got this stupid new nickname for Enel, jamet (janda medit). Well I'm not really sure about what the meaning was, but I'm pretty sure if the new nickname was kind of harsh. Hahaha. Enel was the richest girl, Saras was the poorest, me and mimi affiliated each other. I was the banker, but they said I wasn't a good banker, since I was too busy with my playing. I tried my best to win the game, since I had always won on playing Monopoly. But I guess I didn't win the game, haha. I lost my money. I had debts. Whatever. We were bored, so we ended up with playing domino. Enel and Saras won the most. Ftw, they didn't even know how to play domino at firs t, me and Mimi lost the games a lot! :( We went upstairs. We weren't really sleepy but mom asked us to sleep earlier, since we were going to fly the kites on the next day. Enel and Saras were the first ones to sleep. Just like usual, Mimi and me couldn't sleep. We texted, we whispered to each other, we laughed quietly, and we did random stupid things. We finally slept at 3.30 am, I wasn't sleepy at all, so I was the latest to sleep, again. Day three Mimi's mobile fell down the next morning, the accident woke us up. I didn't really wake up, I was too sleepy. I thought it was my mobile which fell down. Then we woke up, brushed our teeth, washed our faces, flew the kites, and had breakfast. It was hard to fly the kites, somehow. I actually had flown the kite really high, but then I asked mimi to overtake to fly the kite but he lost it. So the kite flew away. Well, the kite was Enel's. Saras fell down because of running too much, so we stopped, and we had to salve her wound. Mimi tried to fly the two other kites, but then he got them broken. We were going home that day. We then took showers, had snacks and glasses of milk, packed our things, and took off. We had lunch at somewhere I forgot (d'oh). It was raining, heavily. Then we went home.. we sure would miss our little journey.. Puncak.. we're going to miss you. ![]() |
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it's time to open your eyes and start seeing around - Monday, June 1, 2009 @ 8:37 AM
![]() Time to tell me the truth To burden your mouth for what you say No pieces of paper in the way Cause i cant continue pretending to choose The opposite sides on which we fall The loving you laters if at all No right minds could wrong be this many times Leave unsaid unspoken Eyes wide shut unopened You and me Always between the lines Between the lines La - la - la.. Do you still remember the saying I told you, 'I loved you once, I love you still, I always have, I always will'? Dear Mr. Somebody, I'm just telling you, the saying will be everlasting and won't fade away. My feeling's still the same, I keep changing, to be a better person, but my feeling to you just never changes. I have no idea why, so just don't ask me why. You seriously meant the world to me. Laugh all you want, but this is not a joke. I never kid about love-thing. But you disappeared all of a sudden, you said goodbye, you told me you felt like shit because of our feelings. I knew it would be difficult for us, but you didn't need to say goodbye, did you? Now that you've come back, you tell me you're really sorry because of the things that have stricken us. Just to tell, I've accepted the apology you offered me.
This conversation is real. It's neither my imagination nor my own story. Once again, it's no fake, it's real. It really happened. How much I missed our old conversations. I'm glad I can talk to you again, now. I'm glad we can start another sweet conversations. Though you aren't here, I just can't help this feeling. I miss you. I need you. I want you. I love you. I mean it a lot. Labels: desperation, love |
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welcoming saras :D - @ 5:30 AM
Another day to spend my weeks off. I got to meet my long-lost best friends, Saras, Yudi, and Aylin. The whole TISSUE WC were supposed to join in, but some of them just didn't show their noses for some reasons.
I arrived at GrandIndonesia at 12 pm something, I directly headed to Forever21, the place Saras wanted to meet at. Didn't take me a very long time to go there, and there we met! Hugged her so tight, as if I didn't want to let her go. *Dang, haha sorry if it sounds creepy? I don't mean to be a lesbian, okay, we're just friends and she's my best friend.* It'd been a while since we last met. I missed her too bad. I've never had a best friend who lives faraway from me. Tbh, I have, but they're just not as close as her to me. She told me that Aylin was in Forever21 too, but we didn't find her on the second floor, so we went downstairs and found her there, looking at some clothes. There we hugged again! Jesus we, hugged a lot today <3 and I just loved the way we hugged each other, teehee. Aylin and Saras were craving for food, well I was, too, but not as much as they were. We had lunch at SushiGroove, I didn't eat a lot though, I had not felt like eating since two days ago, dunno why. Saras tried to call Yudi, just to make sure where he was in. We had a long-dumb-incredible-nonsense conversation to be exact, he didn't answer our questions well!
We hung the phone up with madness and dejection. We remembered we hadn't finished the meal so we continued eating the meal. After few minutes, Yudi miscalled me, but I didn't know if he was calling me. There he appeared, and I have no idea why we were laughing at him. We just laughed at the way he walked on and the way he acted so gayish ;D Then he started to stare at us with his flurry eyes as if he was saying, 'Whatchu laughing attt, beetch.' After the meal, we headed to Blitz, we were actually planning on watching either Angels And Demons or Night At The Museum, but the plan ended up with us watching My Bloody Valentine 3D. I actually had watched the dvd, but I was just curious how would the 3D be. We enjoyed the movie a lot. We found it a bit spooky at first, but then we started to laugh at how did the murder kill the victims and stuffs. I did think that Yudi had this weak heart since he always screamed when there was this screamy sound played. His screamy voice sure made us scream as well. The movie lasted for around one and a half hours. After the movie, we went to the Food Louver, had some meal to fulfil our nearly-hungry-stomaches. I had a spoon of Aylin's noodle, and that was all. Haha Aylin and Yudi were such a temporary couple, they sat next to each other, and they had the same meal, and they wore black tees and glasses awhh how sweet. OHHHH bytheway, we took lotsa pictures. Gonna upload it as soon as if I've got the pictures tagged by Aylin. Haha anyway, I love today. Thanks for today, kay? Labels: friends |
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