Year nine,
and now year ten,
you're mine,
now and then.
and now year ten,
you're mine,
now and then.
Labels: love, yellow alien
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HEY WHORES
I am deeply in love with Michael Chrisani, who's also known as my only one yellow alien(:You're my something, you are my everything. You're the one that makes me feel alive. You end my suffering, you end my misery. You're the one that makes me feel alive. You can run, you can run, you can runaway, I would find you and convince you to stay. You're the one who, who can warm me up again, I swear to let you in.
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FROM FRIEND TO BOYFRIEND - Thursday, January 28, 2010 @ 5:50 AM
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I WOOF YOU - @ 5:42 AM
You might hate the caption above, but hey, I'm just gonna tell you one thing (:  I love you till pigs could fly.Labels: love, yellow alien |
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PSSH... - Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 11:22 PM
Baby, I fake smile. And I enjoy that.  But don't tell anyone.. they don't have to know. :) Labels: daily act |
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AND I MISS YOU - @ 10:37 PM
"Through the trees,
I will find you, I will heal The ruins left inside you, Cause I'm still here breathing now, I'm still here breathing now, Until I'm set free... Take my breath, As your own, Take my eyes, To guide you home" Dear, I know we made mistakes. And you can blame it all on me. But here I am asking you, who am I? I'm just another sinner who keeps on doing sins, and you're too... I'm sorry I keep on hurting you, but I never intend to. Look, I love you. I need you. I want you. I adore you. There's no way for me to hurt you. But if I did.. I am truly sorry. And I'm willing to be forgiven. Dear... If it comes to an end, I'm just telling you, I'm not ready for any break up. I do not want any. I might sound selfish but, that's what I feel. I still need you in me, and I can't seem to face tomorrows without you. You know I'm not good at building words, but these words come straight from my heart. These are no bullshits! I might not have been a good girlfriend for you, but you've been the best boyfriend a girl like me could ever have. I'd do anything just to change myself. I know I'm no good, but I am trying to be better, better than yesterdays. After all dear... "Lo siento," "I love you," Those are two sentences I want you to hear. |
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PERANGKO SANUR - Saturday, January 23, 2010 @ 7:27 AM
I actually did write this post like... on Sunday's night but, I simply forgot to publish the post.... Ok people, gonna post everything about Perangko (Pesan Perdamaian dan Gerakan Sosial), an event made by SMA Santa Ursula Jakarta.  To be honest, I could not be ANY prouder. I've been studying here, in Santa Ursula for more than three years now. And at first, I thought this school sucked more than any other school did. But just so you people know, once you intimidate my school, you're a loser! Meh, not that I am intimidating your school too, but I'm telling the truth! There were bunches of activities you might have joined, liked, an interest in. There were graffiti mural, design your own stamp, pimp your bag, speech, photography, and last but not least, band. Seriously, dude, for those who did not come, or more, did not want to come to Sanur today, you guys sucked a lot! JK. You guys are going to regret this after all. My dearest yellow alien got to come, and he was incredibly satisfied. :) Labels: school |
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DUMPING - Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 3:23 AM
They might think I'm happy and I'm doing just fine. But I'm telling you, they effing don't know what's inside my heart. They'd never know, because I'd never show it off to them. I'm fake. I fake smile. I can act happy when I'm secretly dying, bleeding inside. Don't judge and blame me, because it's just hard for me to show them my tears. You might think I'm too emotional and childish, but when you're in my shoes.. you're dead. LAST NIGHT. You told me you'd never do it again. Yes, you did not dump me, but you WANTED to. I could not be any sadder. Last night was the second worst. My heart hurt, you should know. It might've been broken. I just don't get it, Why were you doing that to me? Lemme tell you a thing I believe, If you loved me, you'd not do such thing. Labels: desperation, love, mood + feeling |
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I AM SIXTEEN - Saturday, January 9, 2010 @ 8:37 AM
Yay! I been sixteen for three days now, and I'm enjoying it. No, not really. I still feel the 'fifteen' deep inside me. Not that I am not ready to be sixteen but.. it's just it. A year has passed, and I can't believe I'm going to be seventeen next year. Which means, I'm gonna get older, and I'm gonna have to keep my parents' trust more. Which is.. not easy. Meh, I did not really celebrate it. I went for a dinner with my family and Ko Andrew at Hard Rock Cafe EX. Did not go well, I guess. My dad got stressed out with this heavy music, and he asked us to be such in a hurry. But no problemo for me. But I AM really going to celebrate it with my beloved ones. ;) The very first words that came thru my mind on January 6, Am I this fucking old? Hahaha. Go laugh your ass out! But I feel old, since most of my best friends are still in their fifteens. I've got a regret over my foolishness in the 2009. I did stupid things, I messed up, I fell in love.. And anyways.. I cried on my birthday. Am I funny? Yessh baby. Happy birthday to me. Wish me a good.. sweet sixteen.
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FRAGILITY - Sunday, January 3, 2010 @ 10:52 PM
My heart is just like a glass, that's why I call it fragile. I thought last night would never come. The end was there, it was there. It happened, between us. It happened between me and you. It took us five months and 28 days to build our relationship, and it only took you 20 minutes, or even 15 minutes to goddamn break it up. Yes, I wasn't, I have never been, I am not a tough act to follow. I'm fucking tell you, I am not that kinda girl who forgets things easily. Do I wish I was a forgetful person? SO MUCH! You dumped me. You really did. And did you want to get back at first? You did not. You told me you loved me. You did. You fucking did. I knew it. You dumped me, but then you said it was because you loved me. It was not the best option. It was the worst.  Only if you could hear my tears.. Only if you could see my tears.. Only if you could feel my tears.. You been the best buddy, yet the best boyfriend a girl like me could ever have. And I am neither joking, nor lying. The words came thru my deepest hard. I am no good at lying, and you know that. I could never, ever, lie to myself. Then we made up. After I asked for A chance. A chance. I asked for it a countless time. I couldn't even count how many times I asked you out. Yes.. you hurt me. Last night was painful. So stop. I can still feel the pain, I'm even crying..... Labels: desperation, love, yellow alien |
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